A Country Gentleman and His Family · Chapter 17 (2/2)

Something of the same feeling moved Warrender when he returned from that expedition to London, which has been already recorded. Dick Cavendish’s suggestion had been to him a suggestion from heaven. But when he returned home, and as he began to think, there were a great many secondary matters to be taken into account. He began to realise the interest that would be taken by the entire county in a matter which did not concern them in the very least. He realised the astonished look of his mother, and felt already his ear transfixed by Minnie’s persistent “Why?” Theo saw all these hindrances by degrees. He said to himself, indignantly, that it was nobody’s business but his own, and that he hoped he was able to judge for himself. But these reflections do not make an end of a difficulty; they only show more distinctly a consciousness of it. And thus it was that he put off making to Lady Markland the proposal he intended to make, just as she, on her side, put off asking him whether he had done anything in the matter. In the meantime, while the summer lasted, there were many reasons and excuses for putting off from day to day.